miss kristine

think about it.

Posted in Uncategorized by misskristine on May 14, 2007

do you ever look for anything deeper in life than having good time or meaningless relationships with people, simply because of what they are and not who they are on the inside?  do you make yourself look happy on the exterior in an attempt to convince yourself that you are just as happy on the inside?  i think you do a good job convincing yourself that there is no more to life than what you see on the outside, but you were not always this way. there used to be more to you and it’s saddening to see that it died. or buried. or maybe it is dead and buried. the rainy day funeral done and over with. a fresh mound on a grave and the rain steaming up from the hot ground and upturned black soil. maybe that blackness is all you see anymore because that blackness is you, and you are plaguing yourself wasting away while you are doing something with your life, but doing nothing with yourself. i wish you could only see yourself in the mirror that is my eyes. in doing so you’d realize and you would want to change. i know i am as far from perfect as one can get but i know who i am and i know what love. i only wish you could see these things through my eyes and through my heart and i want you to know that these things are there for you to take if only you look in the right places. they are waiting for you. perhaps, eventually you will get tired of filling your soul with garbage and begin to a search for gold because you will discover that you never had to look very far. and in that moment you will become the richest person in the world

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